aug 1st my entire life changes. well atleast half of it.
i'll have my OWN apartment, ( with my bestfriend ) and i'll be making such a big commitment; a year in halifax. not only that, i'll be attending NSCAD. and working a job. how the fuck im gonna manage that i have no fucken clue.
i gotta start growing up soon, very soon.

worst part is Ben isnt gonna be in halifax. i dont know how im gonna do this without him.
id love for us to live together and we can discuss my day at nscad and his day on the trains and then we'd drink tea, take dexter for a walk, walk criminal minds, cuddle and then he'd help with my homework. yepp.. i love him so much. ugh i dont wanna think about moving right now.....

i got fired from my job yesterday. theres another thing to worry about..
how am i gonna save for the apartment!! whats worse.. i was planning on working at mcdonalds in halifax and now i cant!!

i wish i knew where the kettle wass... man i need a cup of tea