today i left bens and went back to halifax.
before we left for the bus station we took dexter for a walk.
it was pouring outside.
i felt so high on love.
i kept holding my hands up to the sky
to feel the rain on my finger tips.
i felt so good i almost cried.
i got my first real kiss in the rain.
it was cliche at all. it was perfect.
our faces and lips were soaked.
the rain water was the most perfect rain water.
in the sense it was such a good temperature.
maybe im just a fool in love, but fuck it was good.

when we got into the car we both were drenched.
ben put on some " appropriate rain music"
and
as we drove to the bus station all i could think about was
if i died at this very moment, i could honestly say i had died
the happiest person alive.