fuck. fuck. fuck.
i wish someone could've been there.
ive never had such a stupid moment in my life.
i think i was high on boredom.
i sware to god ( if there is a god, that is ) i am real confused right now.
i said to myself " fuck it, a tattoo on my hip wont be that bad, hmm a circle, ya a circles easy"
then i ran over to my window where my needle and india ink is
and just started fucken stabbing myself with it. without even planning out where to start.
not even a visual image in my head to start with. i just fucken started poking.
it didnt hurt, ... at all. surprisingly/
then i stopped and ran to the bathroom to look at it in a mirror.
well folks, guess what. i have a fucken egg tattooed on my pelvic bone.
arent i lucky? arent i a complete idiot?
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
whats worse, i tried on a bathing suit. of course, its just a inch above my bikini.
yay, everyone can see it.
yay..



the sun..
the work station




the egg