I got accepted into nscad. i personally think they made a mistake. like.. im no artist, i know that deep down. i want to be an artist but i know thats just a dream of mine. im scared to show up my first day and everyone thinking to themselves,, why the fuck is she here?
im scared i signed for an apartment, took out a student loan, got money from family and left my boyfriend all for nothing. the only reason im doing this is because if i dont take this then ill regret it forever. id rather fail then not try.
UGH